Sneaker Talk.

I believe my Nikes said "just do it," but i can't anymore. All of these emotions are killing me.
Womp, womp, womp...bye.

typical.

when you need the people you love the most, they're not there for you.

"Let's hang out..."

Mhhm. That's what he said. And when i ask him to define what "hanging out" is, he responds by telling me we can do "whatever i wanna do." Tsk,tsk,tsk. We all know that hanging out means you wanna have sex. Just be real, i'd respect you more. Hmmm, why do i allow meaningless conversations to last until 2 AM, guess its my fault. I should of snipped your face out the picture a long time ago. && another thing, stop telling me your different, i have more love for the people who are different rather than the people that say they are.

Ironically, you WOULD be different simply by not telling me you were.

**chewonthat.

i accept that.

Brandi: hey anthony
Anthony: hello
Brandi: do you think i'm a mean person?
Anthony: no why do you ask
Brandi: because my friends are saying i can;t keep a man because i'm mean
Anthony: no your funny you just need a man that will put you in your place

i accept that.

asjdbajjjfnbj.

i messed up
it was me
i was a bitch
i can't change
ANYTHING
that already happened
apologies mean
NOTHING

but i guess
i gotta move on.

bye.

justuhh lil' bitt.

Hands down I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut it's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B
It can't be up to me
Cause you don't know who I was before you
Basically to see a change in me
I'd be losing so I just ignore you

But you're on my mind
But maybe in time
I'll tell you im a little bit
in love with you.

Dear Serenity,

Nice to see you again. There is an obscure calmness that i feel, sitting in front of the computer, typing and texting. Nothing to it, right? I know we've met before in the past, but you came when i needed you the most: now. I close my eyes and see so much..happiness? That's most definitely not the right word, but its the only one i can think of at the moment. My breathing is even, my movements are relaxed. I feel good. I wish you could stay with me forever, but i know thats too much to ask. Promise me you'll visit in the near future.

Unitl we meet again,
Brandi Simone.

i deserve.

more than im gettin
but ill have what i want
inna minute or two
trust && believe

miscommunication.

hmmphh. im good at it. i don't answer phone calls, i only reply to important text messages, don't write me notes: i'll burn 'em. nothing personal, but talkin to people just takes too much energy sometimes. i'd rather tlk to myself, write to myself, listen to myself. the sound of my own voice is the ONLY thing that familiar to me. so lets examine exhibit A, a reason why i'd rather NOT tlk to ppl. basically, i got into a really heated discussion with someone very important to me. in the heat of the moment, this person said some exremely hurtful things. the type of words that i could see plasterd on this person's face everytime i see him. the kind of words that you could never take back. week later, i get a phone call, he proceeded to call it a MISCOMMUNICATION. seriously, dude?



my mom always says that she would never punish me when she's angry. its makes perfect sense, the eye of the storm is where thee most turbulent events take place. she'd rather take some time, cool off, and get at me when shes sane(which is rarely, of course.)